Our Lives Loudly

This is going to be a really random dump of all my thoughts lately- because I’ve had a lot of time to think lately ;) I am SO in love with my babies. So. In. Love. I look at them and I feel like I could cry I love them so much. They are my entire world and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’ve been struggling for a while now and I’ve talked about it before but just struggling with not feeling like myself and not knowing who I am outside of a mom anymore, and that has been really difficult! But - during this quarantine I have been lucky enough to be home full time with my husband and my kids - and we’ve been able to just hang out and it has been really great. Tom has been able to be home a lot which has been nice, we’ve had a lot of family time- but he’s starting work again soon- yay! Of course there’s been days and moments (like tonight when I tried to bathe all three.. no. Just. NO.) but I am so grateful for this time to just unplug and BE. No appointments, no play dates, no feeli...

Well, I can’t really write this post without talking about what is going on. Corona Virus, COVID 19 has taken over. We have been home for about a week now, and it doesn’t look like it’s going to get better anytime soon. It has been really scary for a lot of people and we are thankful for now that everyone in our house is healthy. It has changed so quickly and seems to be spreading rapidly and so we aren’t taking any chances. We also want to “flatten the curve” and hopefully help stop the spread of this so we are staying home until further notice. Tom went to Sams club last week and got us food and was able to find toilet paper! Big score! We have just been at home and since neither of us are able to work  right now we have a lot of free time on our hands... oh wait... we have three 1 year olds ;) Speaking of the one year olds.... They are officially one. 3/11 was my due date if I would have gone 40 weeks so we’ve officially hit the one year old adjusted age. Elliott - he defini...