One year ago
I’ve been thinking about this day for a while. It’s a day that that I will never forget. One year ago, we lost our third baby. We were so excited- waiting to hear a heartbeat for the first time and there was not one. It truly was one of the worst days of my life. I remember feeling so angry and sad I didn’t even know what to do. Tom and I just sat and stared at each other neither of us knew what to say. I wanted to give up. I was tired and just felt so drained. Fast forward to a year later and I am sitting here looking at my three little babies. I can’t believe what a year can do. This year has been crazy. From finding out we were pregnant for the 4th time to then learning it was triplets to a crazy pregnancy filled with ups and downs and finally the arrival of these kiddos, it’s been a whirlwind. All I can say is that these three were worth it all. The heartache, the lonely nights, the countless appointments, the money. They were worth it. Babies are almost 5 weeks old now and are...